huhuhuhu~

its been awhile.....
haha... alas I'm here again....

there were so much things happened around me this few weeks.....
I dun even have time to talk about Macbeth....
though its a bit late, but I will talk about it later...
now I make myself busy with something else.....
there are a few pics that I would like to share with u guys....
I dun know where to start n dun have idea how to start..haiz..
I have been thinking so much lately....mybe it affects my mind....
I hate my friend...she is being sucks to me...uuhhh! 
such a jerk lah that gurl...
just discovered something awful about someone....
but I'm not dare to talk about it here..
coz my fren umi will interfere in the chatbox....
haha i bet she will read this too.....wakaka,...
dun u umi??
she might be asking me who the hell is that person I'm talking about...wakaka
how silly....


thats all...


(hate to write when I'm not in the mood)  I feel like I want to choke someone to death lah rite now!! wuuaarrgggghhhhhh!!!








bubye..^^

to love or not to love??

nothing much to say, as i dun have anything to say right now....
love makes life more miserable....

don't u think??

some times u think 'that person' cares about u...some times not....
u can't predict what 'that person' feels about u....

is 'that person' really care or just play fool around u??

dun be so gullible.....n do not trust people all too soon.....

even they seem to be so nice and care about u....do not trust them...

or..for some kind of reasons...'that person' might appreciate u only as her/his friend....
that is why 'that person' treat u that way... 
i know it sounds creepy, but we have to faced the facts...

honestly, im sicking tired thinking of this matter....

i can't find any solution to that though....

when u meet 'that person', u bcome speechless....dunno what to say.....

at the very first time, u will feel attracted to 'that person', but after 'that person' did something that hurt u deeply, u can never forgive 'that person' and u will keep telling urself "why am i so stupid....?? i shudn't have believe him/her"

at that time u will feel so disappointed of what 'that person' did to u....

the ~cute/macho/beautiful/handsome~ face doesn't work at all.......they are all fake....!

^^??

Are u a "so-called-friend" to me?? (irrelevant title)

~It takes more than caring

To be a real friend;
The nature of friendship;
Requires a blend
Of warmest compassion
And love deep and true
To reach and to comfort
The way that you do.
Because I can see
That your kind of friendship
Is priceless to me~

appreciate your friends......^^

have a nice days.....

For you Mum..~

"I didn't want to hear it then but I'm not ashamed to say it now 

Every little thing you said and did was right for me 

I had a lot of to think about,about the way I used to be 

Never had a sense of my responsibility 

Back then I didn't know why 

Why you were misunderstood 

So now I see through your eyes, all that you did was love 

Mama, I love you. Mama, I care 

Mama, I love you. Mama ,my friend. You're my friend"

                                                                          

                                                    ~Spice Girls~

Dear emak, I hope you know how much I love and respect you.

Life isn't the same without you, and it will never be.

I miss you dreadfully. I miss so many things about you....

the sound of your voice....I can still hear your voice, it's very clear....

the sound of your voice,...calm me....when you recite the Quran...it soothed me,....

Thank you Allah for giving me the most precious gift....

How could I ever live without you.....

I know I always cause you trouble....I'm sorry emak...

Emak, you are truly a woman of fortitude...

I'll make you proud of me,....and you are always in my heart.....

Thank you, emak...

I always love you....and I always will....^^

HapPy mOtHer's DaY ^^

Mother ^^

I dedicate this lovely song to mak.....miss her so much....^^


>>>>>>>>>>>

Blessed is your face

Blessed is your name

My beloved

Blessed is your smile

Which makes my soul want to fly

My beloved

All the nights

And all the times

That you cared for me

But i never realised it

And now it’s too late

Forgive me

Now i’m alone filled with so much shame

For all the years i caused you pain

If only i could sleep in your arms again

Mother i’m lost without you

You were the sun that brightened my day

Now who’s going to wipe my tears away

If only i knew what i know today

Mother i’m lost without you

Ummahu, ummahu, ya ummi

Wa shawqahu ila luqyaki ya ummi

Ummuka, ummuka, ummuka ummuka

Qawlu rasulika

Fi qalbi, fi hulumi

Anti ma’i ya ummi

Mother... mother... o my mother

How i long to see o mother

“your mother, your mother, your mother”

Is the saying of your prophet

In my heart, in my dreams

You are always with me mother

Ruhti wa taraktini

Ya nura ‘aynayya

Ya unsa layli

Ruhti wa taraktini

Man siwaki yahdhununi

Man siwaki yasturuni

Man siwaki yahrusuni

‘afwaki ummi

Samihini...

You went and left me

O light of my eyes

O comfort of my nights

You went and left me

Who, other than you, will embrace me?

Who, other than you, will cover me?

Who, other than you, will guard over me?

Your pardon mother, forgive me

sami Yusuf~

to mak...I luv u so much...

craps!!~

I can't go home this weekend!!!


this is all becoz of macbeth!!


I have to postpone it to next week...


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tmorow night also got practice...naahhh....where got time to go home??....


wuuaarrghh....my mistake coz not going back during the hari buruh.....haiz...


now I need to cancel my meeting with frens....


I thought of having a small gathering with them this saturday.....


but nothing much I can do...


coz this play need a very full cooperations from all the group members....


its not fair if I'm the one who flee back to home and have my home sweet time while others are buzing with all the works....


what to do.....this is a group work..


so I have to be there when my frens needed me....


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so the conclusion has been made...
I'm not going home.............




(T_0)

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I'm tired of all the things going on around me lately.......

Almost 2 month I stuck in this place..and now still stuck....I didn't go home during this 2 month....though during the 'hari buruh' also I didn't! why?? coz I got a lot of work to do and of coz the laundry!


I miss my mom n my home....especially my sis n her cute baby girl.....
miss to chat n gossiping with her during the night n I always "lepaking" at her room talking about everything.... it was kinda "brother-sister" time....haha
whatever....


now I really need to go home!! not just becoz I miss all that.... I need to change my Hp!!
today I don't know why, my Hp shut down n can't turn on....damn u Hp!


at first my sony Hp break down! I mean like the screen turns black!! 
whatever it calls I still can't use it! 
then today, like I say, my nokia the 'so-called-express-music' (the bergetah2 one) I bet u know how it looks like, turn off n break or what so ever....
uhh......such a depressing time.......it does its job as cheap Hp!!


NOW I don't have any hp to use!!! oh god!! I'm in trouble!!


what a bad day!! and a bad month!!


mother's day is coming soon, I didn't plan anything to get my mom a present....just want to let her know, I'm proud to be her son...n thank you for everything.....
oh wait! I should've post this later! not now......haiz.....
but anyway, i think my mom's day is everyday! there is no specific day for mom's day....
we have to appreciate our mother every single day.....^^
don't u think so??
(haha tanye kat korang, ape yg korang tau????)




any how, I really need to get home as soon as possible!!


I'm sicking tired of being stuck in this place.....sometimes I feel like I'm in prison....


waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa........................


"I cannot tell. But I am faint, my gashes cry for help...."




nothing much to say just a very simple sentence....."I need to go home!"






have a good day!

A day with friends~

hye there....Its been a while......


Just the day before the weekend start, I went out with my friends to JJ. 
JJ or Jaya Jusco or better known as Kinta City.

First, I thought of having lunch at the food court, I was really wanted to eat the Japanese food again, though it taste like yucks...haha...
but my friends said they want to eat later on before we going back to ipg..
So move on to plan B,..~sushi~
I bought some sushi instead.

No, sorry to disappoint, I'm not talking about the "sushi King". Not at all!

shortly after that, we decided to go for bowling.......some of them who were not interested with bowling so they went to karaoke-ing...

The sushi I bought earlier, I ate them all by myself though I shared them a bit with my friends....
One of my friends said "yucks....u call this sushi?? why it taste like nasty?" 
haha..I purposely gave him the one is not-so-yummy, so I can finish the rest by myself...haha....
Then, after bowling we joined the rest karaoke-ing....we all had a great fun there...


Right before we going back, we all had our dinner at KFC...and snapped some pics....

after filling our tummy with some food, we went to surau n performed our maghrib prayer...

Then,....we went back to ipg........












hope to hang out again...^^
until next time! ~