unexpected things happened!

We had our BBQ for the seond time this year at my friend's house last night.
This time around, Yati, Ayu and Aida were there too.
I'm glad they managed to join the rest of us.

Actually, bbq is not my intention when I write this, I have something else to share, way better than this.
I don't know, lately I feel so boring with works overloaded and still have it at the back of my mind until last night, I managed to break through the boundaries and I know had succeeded.
It's simple though, just put a little bit sos and pepper, 'pouf!' it was there! haha
Maybe when you read this, you may think that I'm crazy, in fact I am...haha...naah whatever...
I had a great time last night.... tell you what, I've been waiting for that for 6 years...haha...quite a long time though.... I was glad! I finally got it!!
hahahaha.... It wasn't an easy climb.... after all, I got it... I know, I shouldn't be too happy about this, but it wasn't something I can afford by myself so its my victory I suppose...


Till next time...

Pbs is coming on Monday..I should get prepared!

Maaf Zahir dan Batin!

Happy Eid everyone....!!

First of all, I need to say sorry for whatever my wrong doing to all of you and do forgive me...
Ever since I left this blog, I've gone a bit crazy, jumping here and there...
the good and bad memories I had before, I shall then embed them in my mind and try the hardest way to let go of yesterday...Leaving behind the bad one will make myself feel at ease though it never feel quite right at all..

First day of raya doesn't felt very much different....

This raya most of our relatives went to their own kampung and probably there will no visitors from them this year... So my father had decided to take us to visit our family in Teluk Intan.

To the Teluk Intan we went!.

Second raya, as usual I went to pay a visit to my closest friends' houses....

I was sad at times as this time around many of them were not around and the last thing I did was sitting around at home with my little baby...

Put things worse, I didn't really have much time and so lazy to snap pictures...haha...quite odd right...thing that I'd do but obviously I didn't.

It has been two days since my sister and her cute little Balqisy went to her mertua's house. And my house became exceptionally awkward without Balqisy's laughter. 

I have lots to tell, but to lazy to write it all down....

Guess have leave this blog again...and see you next time...

Thanks for visiting....

By the way, 'Selamat Hari Raya..'

I wish... \('__')"/

Oh seriously...! I wish I could go home today!! 
I wonder what my mum will prepare for today's berbuka...hurm...


You know, I feel like the day is too long....
Few hours left! please hold on......hold on a bit....
I don't really feel like wanna sleep...so I made myself busy with works that Mr Shu gave us.
THOUGH! I still feel bored! 
Since I feel bored and stuck in this room, 'alone', I took a chance to make a detour on people's blog. But that isn't really cheer me up...
I need food...
Oh Allah..make me strong...
since this is the month of Ramadhan, I have to try my best to use this month to my benefit!.. more ibadah, good deeds, and ask for His blessing and ask anything from Him as He is the most generous of all...




I wonder what'll I have for my berbuka today....and where will it be? My friends said that they wanted to buka puasa at the nearby masjid. Well it ain't that bad, I guess... Pluz we can save our money...

First day Of Ramadhan

Assalamualaikum...

It's the first day of Ramadhan... I'm quite excited about it...

First day, started quite well, I woke up for sahur and drank a lot of water till I peed many times this morning.

Everyone is going home this weekend to spend time fasting and buka puasa with their family but not me.

That's weird huh, though my house isn't that far from the college.

I know my mum doesn't call me home this weekend, but I know deep down in her hearts she longs for me to be by her side during the berbuka time (ceh wah).  My sister told me that she already went back to her husband's kampung. I'm not sure whether ayah is at home or not, but as far as I know, he told me that he'll be away for 20 days or so. So during this day onwards, my mum will berbuka alone..Don't you worry mum, I'll be home next week...

Oh yeah, you know what, I'm totally disagree when they said they want to get rid of all the cats around our bloks recently...Yesterday the makcik cleaner already get rid 4 kittens. Poor them, they are just 3 weeks old and still depend on their mother. I feel very sad and seriously I've no idea what to do. This morning, I heard the mother cat 'meow2' all over the places calling for her kittens...


till next time..
 

P/S: Allah menciptakan cinta...dan cinta itu fitrah manusia.....

Ramadhan....

JUst sit awhile and think..

There's nothing much I could do this evening rather sit in front of the laptop, with the unread novel next to my bed....I feel kinda boring....

The day has just stop raining.....and the birds chirping here and there....The sun is going down....to let the darkness envelope the sky.....

while sitting alone, I could hear my tummy's plea....."I need food...." 

Am thinking of going to eat at the cafeteria tonight, coz Im too lazy to drive outside....

Last two weeks, me and sister went to the new Mydin and there we found 'sunan Musafir'.

For those who doesn't know what it is all about, let me explain to you...

Sunan Musafir is a novel written by Ramlee Awang murhsid which is the last adventure of Laksamana Sunan aka Saifudin.....I just can't wait to finish the reading....just too excited....

that's it...

^^

Pergi....

Assalamualaikum...

It's been awhile....

Baru je beberapa hari lalu Opah aku berangkat ke Rahmatullah dijemput Tuhan yang satu.

Aku dan arwah opah tak la begitu rapat sangat sebab bila lahir je, opah dah bongkok sangat dah...

Jadi aku ni dikira tak bernasib baik la, sebab tak dapat kasih sayang arwah opah....

bila aku meningkat dewasa, arwah opah dah nyanyuk..jadi arwah opah ingat tak ingat la aku ni...

Cousin yang lain rapat sebab waktu dulu diorang memang dijaga arwah opah...hmm...

walaupun camtu, aku tetap sayang opah....

minggu lepas waktu aku pergi lawat opah kat rumah makcik, arwah opah dah tenat sangat dah...

Mak aku cakap tengok gaya pun dah tau....sampaikan mak aku kena marah dengan makcik sebab cakap opah dah tak lama dah....aku paham la mungkin mak cakap tak kena masa, tapi apa yang mak cakap tu ada betulnya...mak cakap dia dah lama dah berhadapan dengan orang-orang tua, dulu mak dah jaga ramai orang tua, mungkin mak lebih pengalaman....tapi bila orang dah tak peduli nak wat camna....

Bila opah dah meninggal, baru la time ni aku jumpa ramai sedare mare belah ayah...kalo x yang itu2 jugaklah...

ada yang aku tak kenal dan baru je kenal.....kadang2 aku jadi tak tau ape la sangkut paut diorang dengan keluarga aku... tapi at least diorang datang...and masih nak mengaku sedare....

Hari sabtu ni dah start puasa...xtaw la nak balik umah ke tak...rase macam nk, tapi nanti nak balik sini balik malas....tak pe lah...duk sini je lah teman kawan-kawan yang xmerase balik lagi tu...

kerja pun dah nak start bertimbun dah...

Jadi, yang kita ni masih hidup perlu teruskan perjuangan, tak kira ape benda yang kita lakukan...^^

Al-Fatihah untuk arwah opah...

Bye...

Have a good day....

...................><"

Tired of waiting.....
I'm hungry....gotta eat first....