The story of a baby to his mother ^^

Just read this,...
It make us realize something....

When I was reading it, I'd thought of my mother, my sister and my father...
how much I love them...~

anyway, I'd love to share this with you all....
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Hi, Mommy. ...
I'm your baby.
You don't know me yet, I'm only a few weeks old.
You're going to find out about me soon, though,
I promise.

Let me tell you some things about me.
My name is John, and I've got beautiful brown eyes and black hair.
Well, I don't have it yet, but I will when I'm born.
I'm going to be your only child, and you'll call me your one and only.
I'm going to grow up without a daddy mostly, but we have each other.
We'll help each other, and love each other.
I want to be a doctor when I grow up. 


You found out about me today, Mommy!
You were so excited, you couldn't wait to tell everyone.
All you could do all day was smile, and life was perfect.
You have a beautiful smile, Mommy.
It will be the first face I will see in my life, and it will be the best thing I see in my life. I know it already. 


Today was the day you told Daddy.
You were so excited to tell him about me! ...
He wasn't happy, Mommy.
He kind of got angry.
I don't think that you noticed, but he did.
He started to talk about something called wedlock, and money, and bills, and stuff I don't think I understand yet.
You were still happy, though, so it was okay.
Then he did something scary, Mommy.
He hit you. 


I could feel you fall backward, and your hands flying up to protect me.
I was okay... but I was very sad for you.
You were crying then, Mommy.
That's a sound I don't like.
It doesn't make me feel good. It made me cry, too.
He said sorry after, and he hugged you again.
You forgave him, Mommy,
but I'm not sure if I do.
It wasn't right.
You say he loves you...
why would he hurt you?
I don't like it, Mommy. 


Finally, you can see me!
Your stomach is a little bit bigger, and you're so proud of me!
You went out with your mommy to buy new clothes, and you were so so so happy.
You sing to me, too. You have the most beautiful voice in the whole wide world.
When you sing is when I'm happiest.
And you talk to me, and I feel safe. So safe. You just wait and see, Mommy.
When I am born I will be perfect just for you.
I will make you proud, and I will love you with all of my heart.
I can move my hands and feet now, Mommy.
I do it because you put your hands on your belly to feel me, and I giggle.
You giggle, too.
I love you, Mommy.

Daddy came to see you today, Mommy.
I got really scared.
He was acting funny and he wasn't talking right.
He said he didn't want you.
I don't know why, but that's what he said.
And he hit you again. I got angry, Mommy.
When I grow up I promise I won't let you get hurt!
I promise to protect you.
Daddy is bad.
I don't care if you think that he is a good person, I think he's bad.
But he hit you, and he said he didn't want us.
He doesn't like me.
Why doesn't he like me, Mommy? 


You didn't talk to me tonight, Mommy.
Is everything okay?
It's been three days since you saw Daddy.
You haven't talked to me or touched me or anything since that.
Don't you still love me, Mommy?
I still love you. I think you feel sad.
The only time I feel you is when you sleep.
You sleep funny, kind of curled up on your side.
And you hug me with your arms, and I feel safe and warm again.
Why don't you do that when you're awake, any more?
I'm 21 weeks old today, Mommy.
Aren't you proud of me?
We're going somewhere today, and it's somewhere new.
I'm excited.
It looks like a hospital, too.
I want to be a doctor when I grow up, Mommy.
Did I tell you that?
I hope you're as excited as I am. 


I can't wait. ...Mommy, I'm getting scared.
Your heart is still beating, but I don't know what you are thinking.
The doctor is talking to you.
I think something's going to happen soon.
I'm really, really, really scared, Mommy.
Please tell me you love me.
Then I will feel safe again.

Mommy, what are they doing to me!?
It hurts!
Please make them stop!
It feels bad!
Please, Mommy, please please help me!
Make them stop!

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Don't worry Mommy, I'm safe.
I'm in heaven with the angels now.
They told me what you did, and they said it's called an abortion.
Why, Mommy?
Why did you do it?
Don't you love me any more?
Why did you get rid of me?
I'm really, really, really sorry if I did something wrong, Mommy.
I love you, Mommy!
I love you with all of my heart.
Why don't you love me?
What did I do to deserve what they did to me?
I want to live, Mommy! Please!
It really, really hurts to see you not care about me, and not talk to me.
Didn't I love you enough?
Please say you'll keep me, Mommy!
I want to live smile and watch the clouds and see your face and grow up and be a doctor. I don't want to be here, I want you to love me again!
I'm really really really sorry if I did something wrong.
I love you! I love you, Mommy.


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One more heart that was stopped.
Two more eyes that will never see.
Two more hands that will never touch.
Two more legs that will never run.
One more mouth that will never speak.
If you’re against abortion, reblog this!!




It's really sad.... I totally against abortion....






thanks for reading..^^

About his sentiment

Hello everyone...
just a short while...

I just finished my last assignment for this semester..if I'm not mistaken...
(seyesly not sure) hehe
Okay, frankly, I do like LDS, coz it appears more easy than ES....
but if it comes to the rules and what not, my brain can't function very well...
I enjoy it though.....
Hurm...talking about ES, I need to work hard about it....
Of coz, everyone don't want to fail any paper right? so do I...
So, no choice, I have to do something about it...


September has come to its end......
before entering to the examination month, we have to look back to what we have done through all this years....
how fast the time has gone.....
Just not knowing I grew older...and we just young once.....Alhamdulillah....
Thank you Allah, for giving me the value of ukhwah.....
I learn a lot after I stepped into this ipg....


my family, friends, who always brighten up my days...
hope the ukhwah will still last forever....nothing can replace you guys...
We faced the ups and down together.....
Thank you for sharing your love, life and most importantly giving the opportunity for me to be one of your friends....


voila...~




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just let the heart speaks....for it has many thing to say....


too many thing to feel......too many thing to hide....


only heart can say it all....


heart is not about sensitivity....heart is not to hurt...


heart is for love....care...and dreams.....




Dreaming about the dreams that we dream....


for God sake!, not a falsifying dreams....


a dream makes us so powerful...


a dream makes us so vulnerable....


a dream that hold us to our triumph....


but not a day dreaming...as it fouls one....


dreams....*^^


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that's about it....
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good day people

A day at Teluk Batik ^^

Assalamualaikum and hello everyone.....
It's been a while....I'm so sorry...I don't have the mood to update this blog lately....but here I am with you...hehe

Though I live in Perak, I never had the chance to go to Teluk Batik before. haha...Seriously don't ask me why....
haha...I went to Pangkor several times, but not Teluk Batik....
ok done with that....


Last week, on Saturday, I got the chance to visit the place for real as my classmates organized a trip there. 
The beach is located in between Sitiawan and Lumut if I'm not mistaken. It took us about an hour and a half from Ipoh.


That morning, I woke up early just not to miss all the things. At first I thought I was damn late, but actually my friends were late than me. We supposed to go at 7am, but yeah you know the term "janji melayu" they will always slightly late from the actual plan. 


Anyhow, we made it there safely. weehoo.....haha....Along the way, me and Chan were very hungry, and we didn't bring any snacks...and hell yeah...hungry!! Actually we have been told the day before, some of my friends will prepare some sandwiches..we didn't get any that morning... until we arrived at Teluk Batik I grabbed all the sandwiches and ate them.

It was Saturday, and we arrived there quite early than we expected. So we didn't get to see many people there, but just a group of children on a school trip maybe, group of families, few other couples and not to forget the group of young boys and other people. (wah quite many though) hehe..^^


Let me describe a lil bit about this place to you, maybe after you read this you want to go there? who knows...


Unlike other beaches in this country, the coastline of Teluk Batik is not so long. The water may not as clear as any other beaches, still, very much better than most of the places in the country. 
The beach also not bad either, not very hot, good facilities, its a perfect gateway for holiday with family and friends outing. Having said that, it is a very so-called-well beach lah, haha you know what I mean by that right...wakaka

We had a great time there, released our stress though later on our way back some of us felt stress hehe...not to mention here okay.....huhu.....Teluk Batik indeed a place for us to relax our mind and enjoy ourselves. 


After we arrived there, we set up our picnic place, and the guys were all busy with the BBq, and as for me, chan and eve, we straight away changed our clothes and played by the shore. 

I never play the 'Banana boat' before, and this was the first time I ride it. It was fun. 9 of us ride it and at one point, the banana boat bounced higher, we fall into the water together. So funny.

Later, nearly noon, we had our 'ayam panggang" and ate our food under the shady trees. So relaxing with the cool breeze....oouuhh....

Then, me, Eve, Chan, and Myra went for a ride..this time around was really damn thrill. I don't know what is it, but we were half dead and traumatized becoz of it. During me and eve, the boat driver drove so fast until me and eve almost change places and eve was thrown in the water. And me was shocking to death. Just don't ask, the two of us, screamed out loud until the people on the shore heard us....so shameful....really, I had a great time.


we stayed there until the late noon, and we headed to Izzat's uncle's house...hehe....payed a visit while we were on our way back. 

On the way, we got a phone call, saying that "why not we go to Teluk Intan and pay another visit to Umi's house" haha sounded like that maybe.
haha..then we turn our way again to Sitiawan and went straight to Umi's hometown. Instead of umi's house, her father works at the golf club somewhere near the Teluk Intan, and so we went there for good.


They served us nasi goreng and mee goreng which were so delicious. There was a swimming pool too. Me and friends, jumped into that pool and it was refreshing. Better than the salt sea water.


After that, we went to Teluk Intan's town and performed our prayers at the mosque.
We also snapped some pics and lingered at the "menara condong".
The night scenery was fantastic. 
I think you should go there and experience how it feels like.
At 9pm we headed to Ipoh. 


I enjoyed myself very much and I would be very happy to visit Teluk Batik again next time.
It was an unforgettable day with friends in sem 3.
Thanks guys for giving a good cooperation and I love you guys so much.

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That's about it for now.
thanks for viewing...
have a nice day^^               


                                       
credit to chan, and marry for these lovely pictures..... thanks ^^

LOVE your pet..

It is a wonderful thing if you have a pet. A pet just bring meaning to our life.
Pet is lovely, adorable and fun to play with.
I'm sure you guys out there also have pets right?

except for those who hates animals so much like you! yeah you!

I learnt so much from my pets, though they cannot talk or whatsoever,
I learn to appreciate life, know how to love and care for others.

I have two lovely cats, a female and male.
The male is called Nicco and the female doesn't have exact name, I just call her "adik" because she is the youngest of her family.

Actually, her mother was my dearest pet ever, but after she died, and she pass her daughter which is 'adik' which is look exactly like her, except for its long tail, I suppose.
'Adik' is nearly 4 years old now. She is fat and stinky..hehe..but still she is cute....

Recently, Nicco was brought to a vet in Rawang.
He was castrated (mandulkan/kasi) poor him, but it is for its own good.

Actually we don't want him become gatal2 and produce more kittens, so that's the conclusion.
He's been castrated. Oh my...


Cats are not like dogs. If you have dogs, you can teach them tricks.
Not like my cats, they can't do any tricks.

Only they can hear my voice follow my instructions if only I treat them with whiskas. haha..


My cats are not like those cats that needed intensive care, I seldom bath them, except for Nicco, once in two month he must get a bath, if not, his fur will look dirty. As for 'adik', she is just as stinky and dirty as always, but she is able to clean herself.

So I don't worry much about her. Once, I force her to bath, and ended up, she was on my shoulder.....

Pets are really attached to their owners but the reason why I like cat so much because they are cuddly and I like the way they are.

I can't stand with animal abuses! I hate and surely condemned people who abuse animals.

I can't provide any pictures of my cats, as I believe in "Snap-cat's pics-soon-it-will-die"
haha...
how true the belief is, I don't know. As far as I concern its true..wakaka



That's it for now... till next time....^^

Thanks for reading

CL oh CL...!!

Actually, I have a kind of addiction to contact lens, but not that bad...

and recently my friends baught contact lenses online and I found that they bought them at a lower price, RM15 each.

I couldn't get any coz they already filled up the forms and only five people can order at one time to get that prize. unfortunately for me.

Now I'm having 4 pairs of contact lens and only two of them being my favorite. 

To buy or not to..that's the question.....

My economic status says that I should not buy any at this time as if only I spend some for CL, I'll suffer later.

OUH....Kinda frustrating!!

But anyway, I try to get a new pair next month and will make sure I'll get the good one..

wuarghhh....~

Good day guys..^^

Human cloning?

Okay now, I would like to share something with you about human cloning.
Actually after my lecturer ask me to do some reading on it and  this is what I got.


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Human cloning is wrong.

Cloning is one of the ways to preserve organisms from extinction. 

Generally, cloning is a new process and is still in its early stages,

so there would be many risks. 

To clone a human being is not really a good idea. 

Human cloning will cause serious doubts and ethical dilemmas to many people.

Human cloning is not yet a full-proof method in the field of science. 

Studies show that from among the successful cloned organisms have shown many health problems. 

For example, Dolly is one of the successful cloned sheep had been suffering from many health problems. 

Even though, there are records that Dolly were able to deliver six lambs, she still faced many health problems. 

In other cases, the organisms born from the process of cloning show some of the abnormality and might died in the short term. 

Therefore, if human being cloned, more or less the results may be the same. 

The cloned human will suffers from many health problems. 

Thus, it will cause serious doubts to many people in the entire world.

Next, human cloning is banned by many countries around the world. 

There are many religious and pro-life organizations against it and stated that human cloning gives many severe implications than its theoretical possibilities. 

Quite a lot of people that concern on religious not in favor of supporting it as human cloning is opposes to the natural occurrence of human being.

One of the processes involve in cloning is duplicating the DNA of the nucleus without fertilizations between sperm and ovum. 

This is said to against the natural order of the creation of an organism. 

Therefore, this also creates ethical dilemmas among the communities.

In short, human cloning is not a good thing to do, as there will be many implications. 

The cloned organism might be suffering from various health problems. 

Human cloning also might face the same problems as any other cloning cases. 

This human cloning indeed causes many severe doubts and ethical problems among people.

That's about it...more info to come after this.....

thanks for reading...^^

bye....

Raya part 3 (Lata Kinjang)

hye guys.....

I went to Lata Kinjang last week with some of my friends.
Lata Kinjang is one of the most known water falls in Malaysia.
When you drive along the highway from KL to north, then it can be seen very well from the road.
It is located near Tapah in Perak of course.

on that day, it was jammed packed i tell you!
kinda made me not want to go in there.
well that is a lie, since I was the first one who step in the water.
It was freezing cold.!
haha....I enjoyed it though...
There are two slides and my friends kinda slide with the superman style down..
it was insanely fun seeing them playing like small kids...haha..
For me, I just swimming and floating only....
back and forth.....for the 2 whole hours...^^
I couldn't take many pictures as I was afraid if my phone will damage after soaking with the water.

Ha, the funny and most shocking thing was, I slipped down at the water fall, and luckily I didn't fall onto the big rock...and the funny thing was, when I was slipped down the slippery rock, I didn't notice that, I grabbed one "orang asli's kid" fall into the water together with me. Again, luckily we both survived and the kid was ok....fiuh kinda release....I shall never forget that event...and surely I never want to go there again....scary!

Oh yeah....almost forgot,...me and friends went there by motorbikes!
It was so-called convoi lah...
hehe.....It was great...as for me, I never ride a motorbike that far, so I asked my friend to ride together with me. Plus, I have no idea how to get there.
We actually not setting any plans to go there anyway, but after one of my friends suggested about it, and they made the conclusion on the Thursday afternoon, and we were like, "huh? what?" in hurry, we all packed our things and just go....huhu...

my buddy, Buje..~

The water fall is located near the Tapah town, but a bit far actually, we had to past villages in Chenderiang and it was like so exhausted for me. You know what? My legs were all in pain during the journey...I stopped at the road side to take a rest,...seriously I was in pain.....but with courage and determination, ceh wah, hehe,...I made it to Lata Kinjang,....huhu....

Only the middle part of the huge cascade or lata can be seen from the highway. When I arrived there, at the base of the waterfalls, there are parking areas and stalls. There are cement stairs that lead us to the top of the cascade. As you go up, you can see the fascinating and spectacular views of the falls and there is a suspension bridge too where you can see the surrounding landscape of the place.

Actually Lata Kinjang is one of the places where you can relax your mind, breath the clean air, listen to the water falls, the bird's chirping, the sound of the jungle...ahhhh...so relaxing.....the water is so cool...and it really gives you a thousands of pleasure...If I may say lah....
but on the whole, the place is really dirty, full of garbage, broken glasses, and lack of facilities...hahhaha.....let me be honest here ok.....that are the bad side of it....so for those who wanted to go there, just think twice before going there ok....

Lata kinjang is a dangerous place, the rocks are slippery and just be careful, watch your steps....once you fall, that's the end of it....okay....

Ok, back to my trip, my friends went up the slides repeatedly, while me already sat near the stream after the fall, snapping pictures.  poor me.
We were so much happy that day, and because of the place was crowded with people, so we decided to leave it early, although the time was 5pm. hehe....that's the end of it.

After spending for almost 2-3 hours there, we headed home.
but this time we decided to go back home using highway road...the road is much "ok" than the jalan lama road. My motor's tires almost botak and exhausted....

That's about it for now...>_^

Thanks for viewing.....bye2








P/s: I got few bruises around my arms, and legs....uhh! must be because of I slipped down the rock...haiz....next time, I really need to be more careful.....^_<

Raya part 2

Salam.....so sorry for the late post....

anyway, here I am, with you...huhu

ok, during the first raya, after I went to my friend's house, then we all moved to Hospital...

not to visit anybody, or not to admit what so ever...but we all lepak2 at the taman near the hospital..

haha....kinda silly right....actually just want to experience something new.....

before we headed home, we spent our time there snapping pictures and chatting and so making stupid jokes...

I just can't stand with all the jokes made by my friends....they were so good at it....


hurm,..I feel sad though, this was the last raya we had with Ijam....next year he will be leaving for France.....we are not going to see him again next raya......but hopefully me and friends can meet him again.....I'm so proud of him...congratz Ijam....^^

Ok, enough with that, and go on with the pics....!^^ voila.....

and tada..!!  That's the end of it....

There's still more but I'm too lazy to update.....haha

so do excuse me everyone.......

have a good day.....0_<

Raya part 1

Hello there, si comel beraya lagi....

Ok now, I would like to begin with my first raya.....

just a short one....

During my first day of raya, as usual, me and family would go to Masjid and perform or solat sunat hari raya...(to be truth, I just sat outside the masjid waiting for my mum to finish her prayer) haha

I don't get a chance to solat there, coz the masjid was so full of people....nvm then...

then we went to pay a visit at the grave yard, recite Yassin and went home.

Ok, actually, I'm a lil bit sad, coz my sister is not around..she went to her husband's kampung and I felt lonely.....but never mind, I still have my mum to talk to...

As in the morning, many of my friends were with their family...so we decided to gather and went raya in the late afternoon...

just the evening, me and friends, went to an old friend's house for she was holding a "rumah terbuka" or may I say it as open house...hehe....isn't that the same.....oohh...(mate atas, tgn kt bahu)
talking about the food...ouuhh....nyum2.....the food that  served were utterly delicious...

I can say this, as our year 6 2004 reunion, but only a few people were not there..so sad...but at least I can meet with the rest...

best sgt....I enjoyed so much though it was just a little.......

there were several pictures taken at that time!

I try my best to upload the rest...^^

thats it....

more after this...^^



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