July 15, 2011

it's all about me!



I don't know how to begin with., but I need to say something.
Let me start from here, when I was in primary school, I once told my teacher that I wanted to be a teacher. kinda weird though when everybody was aiming to become a soldier, a policemen, a firefighter, a doctor, and even stewardess, and that was only me who wanted to become a teacher.
But really I don't have any idea why I said that. To be frank, I don't care much of what I am going to be when I grown up. So I just let time to decide.

As I entered high school, I began to discover for my interests and I thought of becoming a veterinarian. I love animals and nature so much. Biology was my favorite subject. Been in science stream, made me focused on being something that much related to science. Never thought of studying English language. Seriously I'm happy and thankful to Allah. As far as I concern I tend to love this, and it's becoming my passion.

I can't see any of my friends now is studying to become what they wanted to become when they were young. Some of them now, is preparing for their degree program for engineering course, some are already in their first semester studying medicine, and me, is still preparing for my degree too.(hoping to become an English teacher one day)

I sail through the open wide sea wherever the wind blows me. Neither I'm the captain nor the ship worker. Hardly find the way to decide. Too much things happened before and sometimes I feel so small among the others.  I don't know how I went through all that, but the only thing I know, I survived. My mom advised me to be strong, to stay calm (which I can't), she even asked me to be more confident and discover my talent and use it. Now I know, what I'm going to be.




Its complicated though...

ah lantak lah...

^_<

5 comments:

umairah^_^ said...

ohhh... come on!! cheer up! i knw u gonna b a wonderful tcer... u luv children.. u luv animals.. which i dun! hehe... but everyone has their own strength.. Allah cipta setiap manusia dgn keistimewaan msg2.. u hv ur own n i hv mine... so do everyone else..

Jabar Ainal ^^ said...

anyway..thanks umi...
everyone has dreams....^^

Kayun Asza said...

u're very talented in many ways jabar :)

Kayun Asza said...

u're very talented in many ways jabar :)

Jabar Ainal ^^ said...

kayun: I dun see the talents...
frankly i say..too much hatred...
and sometimes I feel everybody hates me bcoz of my diarrhea verbal mouth..

anyway, u're talented too yun...we have our own style in expressing ourselves right...n =)

learn and unlearn from each others.

Terbaru dari caramel land...^^

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